James Hetfield Throws METALLICA's Load & Reload Under The Bus, Says He Wasn't 100% Into It
While Metallica are riding high, currently celebrating the deluxe reissues of one of Metallica's universally loved albums, Master of Puppets, the topic of one of Metallica's most controversial eras, the mid-90s Load and Reload era specifically, came up in a recent interview with Clash.
James Hetfield was asked if the band had to make certain compromises in order to be accepted by the mainstream. Hetfield's response including an interesting comment about his feelings towards the musical direction of the band during that era:
"It is interesting, because we have created our own mainstream, is what I believe. We've been extremely honest with ourselves, including the compromising part.
"There always has to be some kind of compromise — especially when you've got four guys in a band," he continued. "You've got two guys that are really driving the thing — Lars [Ulrich, drums] and myself — and when we don't agree, there has to be a compromise. But as far as doing something that doesn't feel right, I'm sure there's been a few times that it's happened — the 'Load' and 'Reload' era, for me, was one of those; the way that was looking, I wasn't 100 percent on with it, but I would say that that was a compromise. I said, 'I'm going with Lars's and Kirk's [Hammett, guitar] vision on this. You guys are extremely passionate about this, so I'll jump on board, because if the four of us are into it, it's going to be better.' So I did my best with it, and it didn't pan out as good as I was hoping, but, again, there's no regrets, because at the time it felt like the right thing to do. So, even thinking that I need to compromise a little bit for the integrity of the band to go forward, I'd do that. But as far as the mainstream goes, I think we've been so honest and open about what we want and what we don't want. You know, this is our fucking party. [Laughs] You're invited! Everyone's invited! Be a part of the acceptance of this and the adventure, and if it starts to get personal and you don't like it, you can jump off at any point, because there's always hopefully going to be someone who enjoys that enthusiasm about creation, and there will always be a seat for that person."
This led Hetfield to note that the band were always being accused by diehards of selling out, going back even to …And Justice for All:
"[Metallica] always hated any kind of rules, or any attempt to categorize or box us in any way. We don't like boundaries and limits," he added. "And I think right away… heavy metal has the impression that it's a bit punk, like 'Fuck the world,' and 'We're us, we're doing things our way,' and that's fine, until you don't fit into their way. You know, cutting your hair or not wearing a leather jacket, or whatever. Doing a ballad: that was one of the things that set us apart right away. I remember almost getting in a fight with a fan in San Francisco. This was about '89, because '[…And] Justice [For All]' had just come out, and we had done a video for the song 'One', and the guy said, 'Fuck you, you sell-out motherfucker. You did a video for MTV, and blah blah blah…' [Laughs] I felt the need to defend us! It's like, 'Why do I need to justify our art to you?' So that, to us, it disappointed us. It disappointed us that fans would get angry at you for being an artist, or doing what you feel you want to do to explain yourself to the world, or to connect with the world."
There are some great songs on both albums, and one in particular, "Fuel" has become a staple of Metallica live shows and has likely racked in a ton of money for the band in licensing.
How do you feel about Load and Reload in general? Do you go back to them ever?